Dude,
You have proven 2 things since i have been reading posts here. 1.) you can read and 2.) you can type.
UN fortunately you need to be able to think as well, and im sory man, but you just aint got that one down yet. If you had not noticed the heading of this thread as an indicator as to the feelings that are being expressed about what you are posting, then thats another notch on your smart stick. The more notches the higher you have to reach to get past it.
It hasnt yet come into play exactly, why i am so valuable here at PW. I understand that many question my being a Seintenal. That is fair. I will say this for you though as a warning, I memorize charactoristics of behavior. All those little things you do that you just do as a part of who you are.
It might not seem like anything significant to you now. ":}
But it will come back to haunt you as i close in on every acct you create to get around PIGFISH, and bother any of the players in PW. It has not been hard for you to evaluate the situation here and see that this is a community based group, only you dont care about that. It has allways been in your best interest to post an apology now and then....you never did. It is time for you to move on to another community based program like http://www.Soberrecovery.com There are so many people there that have the time to hear what you have to say. They want to hear what is going on with you and share simmilar stories with you that can help you find the insight you are looking for that is not available her for you.
If you are serious about your recovery from whatever is ailing you, then you will find a way to demonstrate that fact. It is too late however for that to matter here. Loseing your privilage's here will be a starting point for you to learn the value of having good people to post chats to in the future.
GL HF as far as PW is concerened.....you are done.
I am coming for you